Monday 4 November 2013

Jack of All Trades, Master of None


HI :) Haven't blogged in such a long time i almost forgot my account password HAHA.

Recieved my EOY results and they weren't good which explains the title. I passed everything, got a B for almost all my subjects, and even the Cs were relatively high..... So I reinterate Jack of all trades, Master of None.

Can't take 4H2 in senior high, Rice is extremely disappointed. Many ppl can't tell though, so we will keep it a secret behind the many smiles, shan't we? :)

Math was exceptionally disappointing. Bio as well.
But of coz, one should not regret the past but look to the future instead...


Well, the future isn't bright either. Come on, face it, it's 3H2 1H1 now, sure i'll make good use of it, but... so will those who take 4H2. I'm at a disadvantage now, a huge one. Let me tell you why.

3H2 1H1, i have this to see me through the rat race. but... what will guarantee that i succeed? Econs, I'm sure I can get an A, with both parents majoring in that. I have interest in Biology, but if i take Bio, Chem comes along as well. and well, i don't like chem. Math is a must take. So if i were to take Bio, Chem, Math and Econs... which is H2 and H1? Math has to be H2. If i were to take Bio and Chem, two hard to score topics, i might as well take them as H2. That leaves Econs as H1. But what good can an A in H1 do? Not much. This combi will be heavy, even though i will take econs as H1, that's 70% of H2 and more self-studying, i'm at a greater disadvantage as compared to those taking econs H2. It will require tiring amounts of memory work on my part, and with it lots and lots of frustration.But, it will leave many doors in Uni open, everything that requries bio, will be left open option for me to consider next time.


Then again, there's another option. A more... relaxing option. One that requires hardwork, but not as much as the one above. Computing, Math, Econs and General Studies in Chinese. Few people take Computing in Junior College, the bell curve will not be as steep, and the class size will be smaller, which probably means a better learning environment and more attention from the teachers. Econs is again an A. General Studies in Chinese, tho i will probably have to work on chinese, is one of the most marketable H1, and being similar to GP, a relatively light topic. This light combination gives me more time to focus on math, which i can guarantee an A with hardwork and little carelessness. BUT... it closes so many doors in University. What choices will i be left with? Law, Business, Accountancy, Arts and probably Math under Sciences? Law, Business and Accountancy requires almost all As. SO if i don't, im left with Arts and Math, which i am not interested in. 


So how? Hur. 

I would like to thank my beloved school for placing so many restrictions on taking 4H2. It's the best school ever.Thank you for ruining mine and many other's futures. Honestly. 

Onto happier topics then :)



Mr Han gave me this book YAY :D


Thank you guyz, for being such a remarkable class and forever being so inclusive. Will miss the shared times we had together as a class. You guyz have definitely shown me what true friendship and family mean. 
See you all in SH! <3

Since pictures speak louder than words...





I'm gonna miss my class so much... It clashes with my slight excitement for SH.
4 Dubstep, you guys are the weirdest, craziest, funniest, happiest, bestest batch of people I have ever known

#4D'13grads

xoxo Beatrice

Sunday 8 September 2013

September Holidays

ITS THE HOLIDAYS

But im planning to mug through this one week... Im done with most of my hw alr actually! YAY :D

Hahaha this is gonna be short.

Teachers' Day celebration was awesome :) we had more then enough food and the games was super super cool! HAHA and Mr Wu and Mr Han got the Most Caring Teacher Award! Congrats :)

GEM was awesome as usual :))

Yep ok thats it hahahahha
Told you this would be short ;)


OHOHOH AND SAM TSUI IS SUPER GOOOD HAHAHA

too bad can't go for his concert since its eoy period oh well ~

                                                             
Just came out ^



Both my favourite :) Heh 


OKOK BYE GOTTA GO :D

xoxo Beatrice Koh

Sunday 1 September 2013

Sometimes when I close my eyes, I can't see

My results suck.
but i dont feel anything. Is that something bad? Haiz. :/

School's getting pretty mundane and im frequently getting called by Khoo to sit up straight. >.< but the class is really boring... especially since i've done my work already.

Went for Gem and it was amazing as usual, church always gives me a lot to think about. :) and it's stuff thats worth thinking about.

I'm getting sick of school work. I dont know why. I'm usually pretty interested when it's not related to listening in class.

OK, anyway... my current attitude:





YEP, pretty much defines everything ._.

AND YOU KNOW WHAT? I EVEN PREFER HISTORY TO MATH NOW, I THINK MY WORLD IS UPSIDE DOWN. >.< I mean like, when was i even neutral to history? It's always been associated to ewwwwwwwwwww. ._.

But there is one thing good about CTs... I GOT 18 FOR LA ESSAY OMGOMGOMG ITS A PASS, ITS A B. i thought i failed ._. AND THANK GOD THAT I PASSED CHEM AS WELL ^_^

I think i've been unbearably angsty and irritatable this pass week, but because of that, i've also felt God's love and understanding. I truly tapped onto him to keep my temper in check and not to get overly... i dont know... like have too much character. heh. :)






Read about this young little boy in China in the newspaper. Someone made him unconscious and dug his eyes out >< praying for him and his salvation and that he will learn to know the Lord and will know that God has a plan for him :)




Was reminded by my mom not to believe in the PRAYER but to place our trust in GOD. Praying is a form of humbling ouselves before the LORD, it is GOD who has the power, not the prayer itself.



xoxo Beatrice

P.S. i always wonder who even reads my blog ._.

Saturday 24 August 2013

Whine Post

Heyyo just doing a quick post :)

Just came back from church. Beier felt sick and vomitted at church and i sent her home >.< Hope she gets well soon!

CT results are overall a real big disappointment :( Im still trying to get 4H2 for senior high but that requires like... a 3.4 GPA! >< that's high for me...

Haiz really dont get why the school needs such a high GPA JUST for 4H2. Other JCs have almost all their students doing 4H2s. And for most scholarships, that's a minimum requirement. Wonder WHY the school wants to stop their students from getting scholarship. OMG WHY DID I CHOOSE THIS SCHOOL ARGH

I mean yea.. the school's pretty nice and all but... seriously? Some of their desicions are weird. Maybe they just wanna increase their percentage of As for A Levels... just speculating (and tbh i really think so)

Okayy, that's all for today. Here's my first (and hopefully only) whine posts.

      I needa do this. Argh school is pissing me off so bad :(

xoxo Beatrice

Saturday 10 August 2013

LIFE is happening right now outside your SCREENSSSSSSSSSSSS...

HEY PPL. Just wanna say I'm very VERY happy to say that i've not been spending a huge amount of time with my head bent over my phone this national day holidays. YAY 我不时低头族!

It has been a real happening week, marking the end of CTs and a lot more time spent in church! :)


Chem and Math 2 were pretty hard... let's just say that Chem didn't work out AGAIN and it was one of those rare moments that my brain wasn't working during Math 2. But what's done IS done, and i can't possibly go back and change everything so let's leave it be for now. Besides, CTs is a very boring topic to blog on. ;)


Class CIP
IT WAS FUN! MY GROUP MANAGED TO GET 103 NOTES SO PROUD OF US <3 And AMAZING MS POH AND MR HAN TREATED US TO DONUTS! :D WHOOTS!


CARNIVALLOUS
Well, it IS a success...for the church. And i AM very proud of trinitarians for bringing their friends along. AND as a whole it was very fun and enjoyable. :) Can't say i regret going. But there's this one thing. Okay, maybe a few that keep me from truly enjoying and declaring that it was a VERY good carnival. No, im not gonna post what these are on the blog, but i just needed to state my displeasure. However, overall, the carnical was great. :)

Oh, and i invited Enyou to the carnival! :)



GEM

GEM WAS GREAT! :) It was amazing and wonderful in ways i cannot express :) God spoke to me and well, i think i know what to do with my life now with his careful guidance :) Come and join us, you will REALLY encounter God :)




Service

Service wasn't very impactful. But it was FUN :) It was more for those who are called to nurture christians, to be spiritual parents. I dont think i'm that. I dont like following through a process. I get bored :P




Anyways, i was thinking... i have quite a few posts with my friends and their photos... what if they bcome teachers next time and students stalk them like i do? LOL anyway just a random thought. So this is to all those future students out there: MAKE THE MOST OUT OF IT! ;) And all the best in stalking!








xoxo Beatrice

Sunday 4 August 2013

Mid CTs :)

I dont know if this week's been good or bad....Tests and all.
I dont even know how i did....it's either im doing everything right or well...everything wrong >.<

Anyways... I've been listening to covers on youtube and those by Sam Tsui, Alex Goot and Against the Current (Chrissy's really goooood) are pretty good :) Go listen!

Here's one: 22 by taylor swift :)

That's all for now! :)

xoxo Beatrice :)

Saturday 27 July 2013

CTs are coming!!!

OMG I'm frigging worried about CTs and all...there's so much to study with so little time! Everyone's feeling the stress now, and we are all freaking out!

Oh... and i've started a food instagram so go check it out... my name is: the_singaporean_foodie :) YAY

HAHA ok bye :) I'll blog more after the CTs :D