BORING HISTORY

HAHAHA LOOK WHO'S BACK :D

Supposed to be studying History now but it's SO BORING >< oh why why did i choose history LOL ok shall quit whining.

CAMILLUS CONVERTED TO CHRISTIANITY AHHHHHHHH SO HAPPY! xD not even math paper or history can ruin my mood oh yea ~ Now he has eternal life and is saved /jumps for joy/ really really hope he can join me in church one day :) YAY \o/ Praise the Lord!

Hmmm anyway since it's CT period, shall blog about my papers but seriously...what is there to blog about?

LA: OK, But somehow i always die for LA, no matter what i feel about the paper

Chi: DIE DIE DIE LIKE EVERY OTHER CHINESE PAPER IN MY LIFE

Math: Relatlively ok... but i always have careless mistake and i didn't get to check so...HAHA SHIT

So far just liddat ^

But the papers are in God's hands alr shall not think too much :)

AHHHHH STILL VERY VERY VERY HAPPY FOR CAMILLUS AHAHAHAHA IM OUTWARDLY CALM BUT INSIDE IM STILL LIKE OH YAY!!!!!!!!!

/huge effort in calming myself down/

So, tomorrow's labour day gonna mug my ass off for bio and history! Bleh. JIAYOU BEATRICE YOU CAN DO IT x)

xoxo

Beatrice

You will never be happy if you continue to search for what happiness consists of. You will never live if you are looking for the meaning of life. Albert Camus

Church was GREAT as usual. Could feel the presence of the Lord and it was wonderful....in the sense that i will never be able to describe. The Lord touched Beier and she felt it! So Glad for her :) Hope she will grow to love the Lord more and more, and well....just grow in the Lord :)

Had a great chat with Camillus and Enyou ytd, even though we didnt accomplish much work x) I hope C will be able to join me soon :) Really looking fwd to hving him arnd in church! 

Won't be blogging any time soon i guess with CTs coming up and then OBS. Here's wishing everyone the best :) Stay Happy and don't get too stressed x)

xoxo

Beatrice

I wish I could forget all the bad times in my life like I forget everything I have studied seconds before an exam.

Long time no post! HAHAHAH busy with CT peparation :)

Tomorrow's speech day, but I'm going to school to study. x) No lifer, eh. Gonna chiong bio prac paper tonight, to pass it to Mdm Loh for marking. GO GO GO BEATRICE JIAYOU! :) 

The week just flew past liddat, with LOTS and LOTS of MUGGING. At least, it was productive ;).
mr wu came in to relieve our class today coz mdm khoo wasnt around. Miss his HEIGHT! hahahah no offense, but at least he doesnt block stuff written on the board x)

And on monday, mine and jiaxin's presentation went from 5 min to 2 min, we are just that AWESOME. HAHAHAHA.

4D is in mugging mood too, really hope our class does well!

xoxo

Beatrice

GOD IS GOOD, ALL THE TIME

Just came home from service... It was GOOOOOOOOD :D Yuxuan was supposed to come with me today but she had piano lesson last min, was quite disappointed :( hope she joins us next week! :)

Worship was awesome, could really feel the presence of God. I think he spoke to many of us, even tho i didn't hear him today. :) But his presence and touch was enough. Feel really good now. The pastor told us that some of us delighted in the blessings of the Lord, but not in the Lord. I guess that's kindda true. As in whenever we do well, as simple as doing well for a pop quiz, to something as big as a mega life-saving and changing miracle, we will usually thank God. However once things don't go well, we stop. We start to question the presence of God, or just face the problem alone, forgetting that God exists at all. I think it is really important for us to understand that God is there for us at ALL TIMES, ANYWHERE AND EVERYWHERE.

Sermon was great too. :) It was about our role as a priest.

Today's verse:

1 Peter 2:4-9 (NIV)

⁴ As you come to him, the living Stone—rejected by humans but chosen by God and precious to him— ⁵ you also, like living stones, are being built into a spiritual house^[a] to be a holy priesthood, offering spiritual sacrifices acceptable to God through Jesus Christ. ⁶ For in Scripture it says:“See, I lay a stone in Zion,    a chosen and precious cornerstone,
and the one who trusts in him    will never be put to shame.”^[b]7 Now to you who believe, this stone is precious. But to those who do not believe,“The stone the builders rejected    has become the cornerstone,”^[c]8 and,“A stone that causes people to stumble    and a rock that makes them fall.”^[d]They stumble because they disobey the message—which is also what they were destined for.⁹ But you are a chosen people, a royal priesthood, a holy nation, God’s special possession, that you may declare the praises of him who called you out of darkness into his wonderful light.

It led to the discussion/ preaching of sacrifices to the Lord. First sacrifice is our lives. Our lives should be holistic, everything we do should be an act of worship unto the Lord. We should live our lives as a life that pleases Him, and honours Him. I guess this led me to A LOT of self-reflectionand i haven't been a very good Christian. :P Like like.... I have been slacking like some potato this few weeks. And then i haven't been spending quality time with God. And then i haven't been a very nice classmate, with my sacarsm and 'potatoes have skin. i have skin. therefore, i am a potato. sh...dont tell anyone i am a potato. Spread potatoism!' random spammings. :( and i have never been a good student. Shall try to change my ways and seek forgiveness. x)



Next is sacrifice of praise. So, people not only judge us by looks, they judge us by our words too.  We shouldn't be overly negative and of coz, not spout out random vulgarities. I think i might be guilty of the former :( i tend to see the negative aspects of stuff....esp. when i'm not high. Eg. NOOOOOOOO IT'S MATH D: That's something i say EVERYDAY :( But thankfully, Im NOT guilty of the latter. The furtherst i go usually is 'SHIT' and that's that.
Hmm ok on a random but yet not so random note, i think i wanna go into missions when i'm older. I wanna touch people's life, not only physically, but spiritually as well.

LOVE GOD :)

xoxo
Beatrice

“We must have a pie. Stress cannot exist in the presence of a pie.” ― David Mamet, Boston Marriage

CTs are coming up in ONE week! Stressed out of my mind coz i haven't really been revising; and OMGeeeee especially for bio, there is so much to do! And yet here I am, sitting in front of my com, starting a blog. >_< ULTRAPROCRASTINATOR. Can't seem to bring myself to squish something useful into my head. This week has been BUSY BUSY AND BUSY. I thing BUSY is the definition for Year 4 life. LOL Like i end frigging late everyday, and my schedule is packed to the brim. This week was alright i guess, just tiring.

Mon>>> PE: IM GONNA FAIL :'( .PPFT STANDING BROAD JUMP. I can't jump, i'm no leap frog. So jelly ppl who can like hop more than 2m. But I've nv been good at that anyway so OH WELL. Bio, Chinese, Math and Ace all flew by as per norm. I got bored, tried to sleep, couldn't sleep coz it was too HOT, then just stoned and dallied around in lalaland. Assembly was....on cip and i've been really thinking a lot about how they managed to publicized their project and i think it's really cool. :) I could even use it for LDP nanananana. Then BAND. Even though i still complain about how boring it can get at times, I'm FINALLY starting to like it slightly coz the people there are pretty cool i guess. I have no idea how to play HARRY POTTER tho. It's like....FRIGGING RUNNING NOTES. >.< It's a wonder that our fingers don't break. Then listened to Year 2s and 3s prac for speech day and even tho juniors were out of tune, I'M REALLY PROUD OF THEM :') I think they have really gone a loooooooooooong way since they were year 1s and struggling with the instrument.

Tues>>> Math was boring as usual. Couldn't keep my head up so it was like drooping on my desk againg till mdm khoo commented on my SLOUCHING. :'( but I'm REALLY REALLY BORRRRRED. Class is going so slow >.< even tho, i understand that that is actually a pretty ok pace, im allowed to get bored and sleepy right? Started on OP during LA and i was like super SCARED that it would be my grp's turn to present. Thankfully, that didn't happen and we had like one more day to prepare! :) THANK GOD. Mdm Ilyana was pretty cool about delays and stuff. Eg. First group had a mega delay of half an hour and she totally didnt bother! And the presentations were nubbad... ESP COMMUNICATION. It was DAMN AWESOME. Lots of INTERACTION and i think Mdm Ilyana enjoyed it too. :D SMO was great as well, with us year 4s not doing our hw, and gl-ing at the back. xD

Wed>>> Was bored the whold day til assembly. Got really NERVOUS for Hoong Yan and Xue Ming coz they had to present on Aus trip. But it turned out really GOOD. (Y) A lot of people paid attention to them :) hahaha and they didn't screw up at all. PRAISE THE LORD. haha really proud of them and now I'm nervous coz jiaxin and i are gonna present to year 3s on Mon abt some cip stuff! >.<

Thurs>>> History: had to present our points on the history readings and dragged camillus up with me :) HAHA mr teo was so funny, he was like 'yes the leadership programme has affected u eh, taking initiative'. My face was just ._______. Srsly, he means i dont take initiative most of the time meh... nv see nia tsk x)
HAHAAH then best was CAMILLUS DID MOST OF THE TALKING. just wanna thank him for being such a good sport and allowing me to just kindda like stone beside him coz i was nub and didnt really know what to say nanananna :D

Today>>> F.Lit test >.< totally SCREWED it. Nv gonna be able to go to US trip. awwwwwsh :( i was like tikam-ing the ans coz i really didn't know how to do it. Math was T.T i....was bored again? i'm so gonna fail math, feel like i've lost some of my interest in math, coz of sitting arrangement and teacher. Really miss mr wu at times even tho mdm khoo is quite ok :) like.... sometimes i can't help comparing the two of them and how different they are. Personally, i prefer mr wu's teaching methods, but i think mdm khoo's one is pretty fine as well! and she's improving consistently and i think that's something to thank God for. :) Bio was spent trying to build DNA structure :) Which was....EPIC FAIL! My group just couldn't get it right ahahaha. We nubs x). Chem was alright, concluded metals, and CT stress comes crashing down on me! AISH... My Year 1s are soooo cute and socialble! Had a really nice prac plus chat session with them :) Learned a lot more about each other today. They are totally not shy to share and are in fact quite open! Besides, they learn real fast x) So glad to have such wonderful juniors! OH! AND BAND GAVE OUT TICKETS!!! FOR RHYTHM :D SO COME BUY :) FROM ME OF COZZZZ...

Thats all for today i guess...

xoxo
Beatrice